Sooo... anyway

Ok i've been at work at the cocktail since boxing day- so really christmas has been very hetic and swift for me. Anyway i went back to my office job yesterday- and it was pointless, many firms wasn't back at had given their employees the day off, so our work was some what limited- we had to come back because of a big contact "just encase" they needed us. This big contract, had one guy in- we couldnt go home till he did. Pointless!

So i recently bought the new sony mp3- check the page out to see the sexyness:-

http://www.sony.co.uk/view/ShowProduct.action?product=NW-A1000&site=odw_en_GB&pageType=Overview&category=PAW+Network+Walkman

Any i love it! But..... its slow to burn CD's and plus i had to uninstall MGJukebox (which is sonys) which i had used with their Mini Disk i had. So i've had to start from scratch! Including having to type into all the track info.

Also i cannot believe the amount of crap to download from the web, so i can buy music from their connect service. *it makes my head hurt* I know downloading is very popular, i would use it buy songs i know i am not going to buy the artists album- but this really has put me off.

I expect things to be simple- why can't they be simple?

Anyway i still love it- and i suppose will get it to a fine art of importing music on to it.

i am at work.....shhhh

hehe

Well i had an interview for the University of greenwich for teacher training. and i must admit i did not get fantastico vibes!

oh well- the thing is if i dont get this this i im not sure what i would do. Im not even 100% if teaching is something i want to do either. I just have this pressure to have a real, good paid job.

And a new waiter has joined our resturant..... tasty....zero bar is not 25's it's 21! yay

Hum i am a dunce- i was raving about my new job last post- but i had already told you guys about that about 3 weeks ago, god my mind is going bleugh!

Anyway i remeber vaguly telling you about a cute engineer- huum a did a bit of detective work- okay asking a friend- he has a girl friend!!!! any way i do fancy blokes now which is good, but they all seem to be attached or married! This is very wrong!!

and also NOT fair

Well i have read other peoples blogs, but havent posted on my own- nothing to tell, except i now have a second job!

I work in an office in between my bar work, today how ever was the first time i actually did both jobs! I am so tired but extremly proud that i've managed to stay awake!

And where the fuck is my DVD's i get from

www.screenselect.co.uk

??

I dont mind the delay- but being ill and bored, time goes far more slowly and i cant watch any more 'triple play' on TMF music channel either!

Appently they are awaiting 'allocation' that means they have none of my first choices in grr!

Ok, i was sent home from work yesterday because i was ill- so i dont have to go in- as according to A (one of the waitresses who answered the phone this morning)

you sound like a man!

great.

so now i feel and look like shit.

I hate this.

http://www.dh.gov.uk/PolicyAndGuidance/HealthAndSocialCareTopics/Flu/fs/en

I want my mum

Okay lets clear up the no sex for a year thing

I spilt up with my ex last january, and well it was messy and painfull- before in the past i would of solved this problem by sleeping around. But i didnt.

The due to the break up i flew off to America to work at a summer camp- a girl scout summer camp- no men for 3 months.

And well after that i couldnt be arsed. I havent made much effort on going out to

PARTY

But now i have started a new job at the cocktail place and made some friends.

Plus i have started to fancy one of the engineers at the office job i have 3 days a week.

MY GOD HE IS SOO FIT! i havent fancied some one for like ages and now i feel like i silly 14 old with a crush! Doesnt help one of my best mates work there too- so if i confess she'll say something and i'll be depressed/rejected if he doesn't like me back, or he already has a partner.

Am i being too cautious?