I havent been here for a while- and to be honest there is not reason not to be.

Recently- from my birthday- i got a text from my ex bf- who i love dearly. Anyway we met up and had a good giggle= and seemed like old times. We even kissed, though both agreed to being friends. Anyway two weeks of being just friends he has slipped back into the bad habits of why we broke up- laziness, no attention, ignoring phone calls and text messages.

Now i know- he isn't the one, and cant love me as much as he says. But what do i do?

Do i text/phone him and say hes a prick and it over
or play him at his own game and ignore him?

Aggh

Please comment

I've been a bit poorly for a few days- and god am i bored! No one on MSN, every one at work. tisk

Bar was soo dead last night- bit boring! back in today though... ep

i work up with alarm with morning- i got tax info from america. for going to camp last year i had to get a social security no, so getting that was like woooaaah do i owe em money?? lucky i didn't.

I also got a letter from bubbles in Idaho, who i went to camp with- saying thats she's getting Married

Shock, but pleased!

okay went in to work tues and was astounded at the cleaning that wasnt done! grr anyway i was asked if i wanted to go Cocktail training as we have new ones on the menu and new products- so i said yeah!!

R (waitress) then told me that everyone in the place wanted to go- and they already had their number set, when R said

shouldn't you really be sending v (ie me) considering shes practially bar supervisor?

Anyway i did go- and got free breaky- and it was way good- and a bit scared when my bar supervisor said

i have never been to one of these....

Good day!

i paid camp america today- though slightly confused on their sums oooowell

lounged about today- finished the Micheal Jackson Autobiography and itching to get my mits on something else, and decided to read Johnny Cashs- at the moment is it going on about picking cotton and i'm surprised how thin the book is for such a life.

Still pj's- work has phoned me- suspicious.........